I hate this its a never ending cycle. Why does this keep happening. I’m just growing tired. I want to go to the ocean and just let it take me. My lungs feel with fire the long awaited want.
whatever.
just let me stop breathing
this year has been so lonesome. I broke up a lot of my friendships since we weren’t on the same terms. A lot of learning and leaving. It just makes me exhausted with some because I’ll continue to be the monster in their story. Even if they’re older and supposed to be wiser. Im tired.
still here